Fever of the Bone
Prologue and Chapter 1
It all comes down to blood in the end. Some wrongs you can get past.
File under lessons learned, dangers to avoid in future. But certain
kinds of betrayal need to be answered. And sometimes only blood will
do.
Not that you take any pleasure in the killing itself. That would be
twisted. And you're not twisted. There's a reason for what you're
doing. This is about healing your life. This is about you needing to do
this so you can feel better.
People talk a lot about starting over. But not many of them actually
do it. They think just moving house or switching jobs or changing
lovers will make everything different. But you understand what it
really means. Dealing with your list, it's a cleansing. It's like someone
going into a monastery and burning their worldly goods, watching
what holds them earthbound going up in flames. And once that history
has turned to smoke, you can truly start over. A whole new set of
aspirations and ambitions. An acceptance of what's possible and
what's past.
And this is such perfectly balanced payback. Betrayal matching
betrayal, life balancing life, loss corresponding to loss. It feels like liberation
when the last breath fades and you can be about your work
with the knives and scalpels. And as the blood oozes steadily, you feel
like you're finally doing the right thing, the only logical thing you
could do in the circumstances. Of course, not everybody will see it like
that.
Some might say NOBODY will see it your way. But you know that's
not true either. You know other people would applaud you for taking
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this line if they were ever to find out what you've done, what you're
doing. People who've had their dreams trashed like you have. They'd
totally get it. And they'd wish they had your resources so they could do
the same thing.
If this gets out, you could start a trend.
Chapter 1
The vaulted ceiling acted as a giant amplifier for the conversation
bouncing round the room. A jazz quartet was putting
up a filigree fight, but the competition was too strident. The air
was thick with a broth of smells; cooked food, alcohol, sweat,
testosterone, cologne and the exhaled breath of a hundred or
so people. Not so long ago, cigarette smoke would have deadened
most of the human tang, but as publicans had discovered
since the ban, people were a lot less fragrant en masse than
they liked to think.
There were few women in the room and most of them were
toting trays of canapés and drink. As would have happened at
this stage of any police retirement do, ties had been loosened
and faces had reddened. But the hands that might once have
wandered were stilled by the presence of so many senior officers.
Not for the first time, Dr Tony Hill wondered how on
earth he'd ended up where he was. Probably not for the last
time, either.
The woman making her way through the throng towards
him was probably the only person in the room he actively
wanted to spend any time with. It had been murder that had
drawn them together, murder that had led them to their
mutual understanding, murder that had taught them respect
for each other's mind and morality. Nevertheless, for years
now Detective Chief Inspector Carol Jordan had been the
single colleague who had crossed the border into what he
supposed he'd have to label friendship. Sometimes he conceded
to himself that friendship wasn't an adequate word for
the bond that held them fast in spite of their complicated history,
but even with his years of experience as a clinical
psychologist, he didn't think he could come up with an adequate
definition. Especially not now, not here in a place he
didn't want to be.
Carol was much better than him at avoiding things she
didn't want to do. She was also very good at identifying what
those were and acting accordingly. But she had actually
chosen to be here tonight. For her, it held a significance that
Tony couldn't buy into. Sure, John Brandon had been the first
senior cop to take him seriously, to lift him out of the world of
treatment and research and put him on the front line of live
criminal profiling. But if it hadn't been him, it would have
been someone else. Tony appreciated Brandon's championing
of the value of profiling. But they'd never progressed further
than a professional relationship. He would have avoided this
evening if Carol hadn't insisted that people would find it odd
if he didn't turn up. Tony knew he was odd. Still, he preferred
other people not to realise quite how odd. So here he was, a
thin smile in place whenever anyone caught his eye.
Carol, conversely, looked born to the breed, slipping easily
through the crowd in a shiny dark blue dress that emphasised
all the right curves, from shoulders through breasts to hips and
calves. Her blonde hair seemed lighter, though Tony knew this
was because of the increasing strands of silver among the gold
rather than the ministrations of a hairdresser. As she moved
through the room, greetings animated her face, lips smiling,
eyebrows rising, eyes widening.
Finally she made it to his side, passing him a glass of wine.
She took a swig from her own. 'You're drinking red,' Tony said.
'The white's unspeakable.'
He took a wary sip. 'And this is better?'
'Trust me.'
Given how much more she drank than him, it was tempting. 'Are there going to be speeches?'
'The Deputy Chief Constable's saying a few words.'
'A few? That'll be a first.'
'Quite. And as if that's not enough, they've exhumed God's Copper to present John with his gold watch.'
Tony reared back in horror that was only partly an act. 'Sir
Derek Armthwaite? Isn't he dead?'
'Sadly not. Since he was the Chief Constable who promoted
John up the ranks, they thought it would be a nice touch to
invite him along.'
Tony shuddered. 'Remind me not to let your colleagues
organise my leaving do.'
'You won't get one, you're not one of us,' Carol said, smiling
to take any sting out of her words. 'You'll just get me
taking you out for the best curry in Bradfield.'
Before Tony could say more, a powerful PA blasted through
the conversation, introducing the Deputy Chief Constable of
Bradfield Metropolitan Police. Carol emptied her glass and
slipped away into the crowd, intent on another drink and, he
imagined, a little light networking. She'd been a chief inspector
for a few years now, most recently running her own crack major
incident team. He knew she was torn between using her skills at
the sharp end and the desire to reach a level where she could
influence policy. Tony wondered whether the choice would be
taken from her now John Brandon was out of the picture.
His religion told him that every life held the same value, but
Detective Inspector Stuart Patterson had never been able to
keep faith with that tenet in his relations with the dead. Some
skanky heroin addict knifed in a pointless turf war was never
going to move him as much as this dead and mutilated child
did. He stood to one side of the sheltering white tent that protected
the crime scene from the steady drumbeat of the night's
rain. Letting the specialists get on with it, trying to avoid the
comparison between this dead girl and his own barely teenage
daughter.
The girl who was the centre of attention here could have
been one of his Lily's classmates but for the different school
uniform. Despite the scatter of leaf mould the wind and rain
had plastered over the clear polythene bag covering her face
and hair, she looked clean and well cared-for. Her mother
had reported her missing just after nine, which spoke of a
daughter more disciplined about time than Lily and a family
that ran to a more regular timetable. It was theoretically possible
that this wasn't Jennifer Maidment, since the body had
been found before the missing person report had been filed
and they didn't have a photograph of the missing girl at the
crime scene yet. But DI Patterson didn't think it was likely
that two girls from the same city-centre school would go
missing on the same night. Not unless one was implicated in
the death of the other. These days, you couldn't rule anything
out.
The opening of the tent flapped wildly and a slab of a man
shouldered his way inside. His shoulders were so broad he
couldn't actually fasten the largest protective suit the West
Mercia force provided for its officers. Drops of rain clung to a
shaven skull the colour of strong tea and drizzled down a face
that looked as if much of its misspent youth had happened
inside a boxing ring. He clutched a sheet of paper enclosed in
a transparent plastic envelope.
'I'm over here, Alvin,' Patterson said, his voice betraying a
depth of melancholy hopelessness.
Detective Sergeant Alvin Ambrose picked his way across the
prescribed path to his boss. 'Jennifer Maidment,' he said, holding
up the envelope to reveal a digital photo printed out on
plain paper. 'That her?'
Patterson studied the oval face framed by long brown hair
and gave a glum nod. 'That's her.'
'Pretty,' Ambrose said.
'Not any more.' The killer had stolen her beauty as well as
her life. Although he was always careful not to jump to conclusions,
Patterson thought it was safe to assume that the
congested skin, the engorged tongue, the pop-eyes and the
close cling of the polythene bag added up to death by asphyxiation. 'The bag was taped tight round her neck. Bloody awful
way to go.'
'She must have been restrained somehow,' Ambrose said. 'Otherwise she'd have tried to claw her way free.'
'No sign of any restraints. We'll know more when they've
got her back to the morgue.'
'Was she sexually assaulted?'
Patterson couldn't restrain a shiver. 'He took a knife to her.
We didn't see it at first. Her skirt covered it up. Then the doc
took a look.' He closed his eyes, giving in to the urge for a
swift, silent prayer. 'Bastard butchered her. I don't know that
I'd call it sexual assault, as such. Sexual obliteration, more
like.' He turned away and moved towards the exit. He chose
his words carefully, weighing Jennifer Maidment's body
against others whose deaths he had investigated. 'Worst I've
ever seen.'
Outside the tent, the weather was atrocious. What had
started that afternoon as a flurry of stinging rain driven by
blusters of wind had whipped itself up into a full-scale storm.
On nights like this, the citizens of Worcester had learned to
fear the rising swell of the Severn. Flooding was what they
expected, not murder.
The body had been found on the verge of a pull-in that had
been created when the main road had been straightened a few
years before. The old, tight bend had assumed a new role as a
stopping-off point for truckers and van drivers, attracted by
the greasy-spoon van that supplied snacks during daylight
hours. At night, it served as an unofficial lorry park, usually
hosting four or five rigs whose drivers didn't mind roughing it
to save a few quid. The Dutch trucker who had climbed out of
his cab for a piss that evening had got a lot more than he'd
bargained for.
The pull-in was hidden from passing vehicles by a thick
copse of mature trees and heavy undergrowth. The gale
howled through the trees, soaking Ambrose and Patterson as
they jogged back to the Volvo. Once inside, Patterson ticked
items off on his fingers as he spoke. 'Get on to Traffic. They've
got a couple of number-plate recognition cameras on this
road, but I'm not sure where. We need a full run-down on
every vehicle that's been down this stretch of road tonight.
Get on to Family Liaison. I need one of their officers to meet
me at the family home. Get on to the school head. I want to
know who her friends are, who her teachers are, and I want
interviews set up with them first thing in the morning. Get
whoever took the initial report to email me the details. Get on
to the press office and brief them. We'll sit down with the
hacks tomorrow morning, ten o'clock. OK? Anything I've forgotten?
Ambrose shook his head. 'I'll get on to it. I'll get one of
the traffic boys to run me back. You going to the house
yourself?'
Patterson sighed. 'I don't relish it. But their daughter's dead.
They deserve an SIO. I'll see you back at the ranch.'
Ambrose climbed out and headed towards the police vehicles
ranged across the entrance and exit to the pull-in. His boss
watched him go. Nothing seemed to daunt Ambrose. He took
the weight on his stolid shoulders and ploughed on through
whatever their investigations threw at him. Whatever the
price of that apparent imperviousness, Patterson would happily
have paid it that night.